Hey people i finally got on a computer.im at connie's house..um were chillen...well i dont know wut to type i met back upwith her at the teen club thingy...sunday i get to go to phills and chill out wiht him we probally will go jam in his basement...well later people

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WEll people i have to got to ohio tomarrow and it really really really sux......i think ill be in phlly tomarrow night well i wont update this in while so to all my friend LOVE YOU GUYS!!! all i did today was go to the mall and pick out wut cloths i wanted from hot topic im also getting an inuyasha messenger bag.....umm humm i got in a big fight with mom but its fine no well i have to trvael and ill be up all night so i can sleep the 12 hour trip but othr than that everything is A OK.............

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ok i determinded to get a point acoss on this xanga........cedez i was told you cheated on me i dont give a fuck anymore do wut you will, im sure you feeling happy name being two face and lieing behind my back.i hate liars all you did was teach me how not to trust anymore you dont care how others feel as long as you all wo hooo happy and shit.....so you can take it all and shove it im done......it feels good to get the truth outa true friends because you know you have them...so yeah......right now im working on wrighting a song and making a solo for it........umm i think im going to stay with phill so the people in philly who care you might get to see me.......um and reachel you asked me y i never say anything about you in my xanga so here I'm saying something about you :P.........mabe the lyrics i helped you with will ture out ok...i couldnt use them........um phill i hope to get to see you soo .when i get there we'll go jam in your basement like we always do.........well this is all for now othere stuff might happen so i may update again today :D.....

OK i dont know wut to do or how to think anymore.......all the problems im having now i cant think.....there trying to make me go back home the one place i hate on this earth all thats there for me is abuse ans neglect...here soon im going to have to go throw all the court shit and i dont know who to tune to so i can talk because i dont know who to trust anymore........my haed is fucking pounding and i dotn feel good........i had an ok day today i guess i just sat at home and practiced on my guitar and then played flashlight tag till just and hour or so ago.im getting good at learning new stuff today i learned green day when i come around amd stone sour inhale.i wnat to learn some korn but they paly 7 string guitars.......well i dont know wut else to type except i wanna taslk to you cedez i didnt forget about you i just have alot of probems and thinking to do....im srry i dont wnna hurts you i still care.......ok now im done

THIS SONG IS EXCATLY HOW I FEEL MABE PEOPLE WILL UNDERSTAND ME A LITTLE ABOUT HOW I FEEL

KoRn- Alone I Break

Pick me up
Been bleeding too long
Right here, right now
I'll stop it somehow

I will make it go away
Can't be here no more
Seems this is the only way
I will soon be gone
These feelings will be gone
These feelings will be gone

Now I see the times they change
Leaving doesn't seem so strange
I am hoping I can find
Where to leave my hurt behind
All the shit I seem to take
All alone I seem to break
I have lived the best I can
Does this make me not a man?

Cut me off
I'm ready, heart stops
I stand alone
Can't be on my own

I will make it go away
Can't be here no more
Seems this is the only way
I will soon be gone
These feelings will be gone
These feelings will be gone

Now I see the times they change
Leaving doesn't seem so strange
I am hoping I can find
Where to leave my hurt behind
All the shit I seem to take
All alone I seem to break
I have lived the best I can
Does this make me not a man?

Am I going to leave this place?
What is it I'm running from?
Is there nothing more to come?
(Am I gonna leave this place?)

Is it always black in space?
Am I going take its place?
Am I going to win this race?
(Am I going to leave this race?)

I guess God's up in this place?
What is it that I've become?
Is there something more to come?

More to come

Now I see the times they change
Leaving doesn't seem so strange
I am hoping I can find
Where to leave my hurt behind
All the shit I seem to take
All alone I seem to break
I have lived the best I can
Does this make me not a man?

Now I see the times they change
Leaving doesn't seem so strange
I am hoping I can find
Where to leave my hurt behind
All the shit I seem to take
All alone I seem to break
I have lived the best I can
Does this make me not a man?

 hey im updating this thing already i do it like every day so yeah anyways not musch have been going on.let see today i went and sk8 board for a little i think i broke my hand....im going to be going to hot topic soon to get school cloths i dont know wut shirts to get so if anyone has an idea i might like your free to make request .....i kinda k ow wut tripp an illing pants i want but im not sure if they have them in stock i sure hope so.ive been having a few problems latly ...all my problems never seem to end when i work on kink out another think happens so more that likely im fucked.....im going to change the song on here i thought of a good one but i hope i can find it.......i need new ear rings to mine are like all fallling apart and shit its kinda funny......i cant wait till my couzins get back from texas i get to go drink with them and go fishing the next day woohoo!!!.but i dont know wut else to type except im almost done with a new song i havent named it yet but will soon and that i have some stuff to think through becaue my endless fucking piles of problems.........ok bye bye people

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